I'm not sure how I'm feeling. I'm cautious about using words like: content, mellow and fine. My emotions change so quickly. My mother is mod until tomorrow afternoon…I'm toying with the idea of staying the night with her. It would be a nice change but I'm worried about how I'll handle being with her…I never thought I'd say that about my mom. She's been a source of strength for me for so long and now that she's struggling…I don't know what to do or how to feel.
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Confused and going crazy
sadpollyanna, , Depression, Depression, 1
I'm so confused. I know this site is for depression (that is why I first came here) but I...
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Good Intentions
Rock64, , Depression, Child, 2
Im not a poet so if your expecting a pretty wordy little thing you'll be disappointed. Also this is...
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None
Yirah, , Depression, Depression, Self Esteem, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
Well today is pretty lousy. I don't feel like doing anything but lying in bed. I feel like I...
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Enough?
lightangel, , Depression, Career, Relationships, 1
When enough is never good enough. Why I feel cheated by life? I done a lot of the right...
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Why Is It So Dark?
Twiggysiren, , Anxiety, Depression, Depression, Medication, Relationships, Religion, Schizophrenia, Therapist, Therapy, 0
I felt so good last night, it’s hard to believe I’m feeling so poorly now. I feel absolutely terrible,...
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9.
StefaniePaige, , Depression, OCD, Sleep Disorders, 0
I think it's time to end things. I love him, so very much. He's my fiance, I mean.. of...
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She hates me…
TryingXAddicus, , Depression, Anger, Obesity, Suicide, 0
My mother hates me…I knew it too. She means everything she says when she's in that state. She just...
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I Can't Do This Anymore..
GIJanee, , Depression, Anxiety, Personality Disorder, 1
It's gone.. My fire.. My will.. It's gone. So early in the morning, but I'm already feeling everything crash...
I can't tell you what's for the best about contacting her mother.
I can say that I've had friendships which have ended on strange terms due to telling them about my depression/anxiety. So you're not alone there.
It's strange that some people understand and some people don't.