Once again my mood is not on the list…lol hmm lol but I feel Peaceful…I'm really gonna try and organize my thoughts but that may be hopeless…so I'll just write the way I always do…by the seat of my pants…lol…I have to tell ya'll that I am so very happy I stumbled onto this site…and I really feel Blessed to meet so many Beautiful Souls…It makes me happy…I feel like Im part of something so special,,,and it feels as though it will only get better as time goes by…In my eyes we are family…one big elclectic beautiful family…I Love it, and I Love ya'll…You know I come from a very large family…oldest of 8 kids…a kind of yours ours and extra's kind of family…you would think it would be a real happy childhood, and God I wish it was…but it was very dark and scarey…lots of abuse, physical and mental…but in my mind and heart I was always led in special ways to save us from more harm…really quite hopeless,,,but we made it out alive…and I always mangaged to keep the ugly things somewhere locked up and far away,,,and gather all the little happy memories into a little book….which as it turns out was going to come in real handy because I chose such a difficult lonely struggling life path…and I have always and to this day looked on the bright side…everything is learning and spiritual growth…I live and let live…you are who you are and I am who I am…and I celebrate the differences…Shit…I look forward to them…anyway I know I have a point to this rambling…and I guess its just that I am really happy to a part of this family…and wouldnt it be grand if we had about a hundred acres and could make our own little community…grow our food,,,help and love each other…in a perfect world maybe…but the world is not perfect,,,and would'nt it be boring if it was…So i guess my point is simply that I Love ya'll and I am so freakin' happy to be here…if feels more of a family than the one I grew up in…so I just want to say…I Love you Family…Love & Light to you all….Shadowstorm