I used to be known here as "Gata_sin_luna" and I changed it to use my real name, which is Evelyn. I have used "Gata" for so many years, but I have grown tired of it. I came in today to the chat room and the lag was so bad that I had to leave. I am at peace with God and myself right now. My cycle of depression has lifted quite a bit. I am so thankful to God, to Jesus, and the Holy Spirit for giving me what I asked for. I had been in a bad cycle of depression, as I have Major Depressive Disorder, and I cycled about a month, which is more than the usual cycles I got before. As I am getting older, I guess, the cycles are getting longer. I don't know what to make of it. All I know is that now I am at peace and hoping for the best. I am able to do the things Ihave to do. Sometimes, I still get depressed, but it doesn't last but a couple of hours. So, now that I have made great strides in my "persona" I am feeling much better and all the issues are slowly leaving me. I am glad to be back in Depression Tribe, under my real name, which reflects that I prefer not to use "nicknames" anymore. I had to close the other account and open a new one. Hopefully, in a couple of days, my friends will know who I really am, by my name and not as "Gata" ~ It's great to feel relief and I hope I stay this way for a long time. Spring is here and Summer shall soon follow. I plan to do something good this summer, maybe even take a trip, a vacation, to relax by the sea, and see clear waters to enjoy. That's it for now…