I went with my man to the doctor on Monday.  His dad met us there.  My fiance’ told the psychiatrist everything that happened and a good bit of the thoughts he had.  He gave him a few new medications to start working with… one for anxiety and OCD, one for depression, and something to help him sleep when he has trouble with that.  The past two days have been  better. 

We have been keeping busy.  I usually pick two days to take off during the week because I work three 8s at the office here during the week and two twelves at hospital on weekend.  I decided to stay off Monday and Tuesday because he had to go back to work today.  Anyways…. after his doc apt. on Monday we ate at one of his favorite restaurants for lunch.  Then we went to see The Hangover.  It was hysterical and it felt absolutely wonderful to see him laughing, even if it wasn’t at me.  We did a few things around the house, but we tried to keep busy.  He slept all night.  I woke up on Tuesday and I didn’t want to leave him home so I called my boss and said I’d work Wednesday through Friday this week.  When we got up Tuesday we took our two beautiful dogs to run at the church baseball field and lot.  That didn’t last long!  It’s hottttt in Louisiana! So we went back home and got started on the laundry that I neglected during all of this.  I took my man out for some lunch at a mexican place.  Then we went to see I Love You Beth Cooper, which was okay, not nearly as funny as The Hangover.  Went back home…. cleaned out his closet to give away bags and bags full of his clothes he doesn’t wear to people who will wear them.  I think he really felt good about this…. he has such a big heart.  Guess what??? Now there is room in the closet for all my things.  My clothes have been in the jacket closet of the house and I was so aggravated I always had to go up front to get clothes… arghhh!

If we can only keep on track now… I know there will be some minor set backs, but we are hoping to keep them MINOR.