I feel numb a lot of the time. This is not me. This has never been me. I have always bee a productive person. As an aspiring writer and an ongoing student of grad school, I have always ALWAYS been productive. I always have an open book in front of me. But slowly and surely, I have been losing interest in the things that make me the happiest. To say that I want to crawl in a hole and continue to feel nothing, and while this is a dramatic statement, it feels so true.

I can’t feel myself anymore.