Yeah….Ok friends…here we go…I have such a massive support group, it is amazing.  Some of them I never knew were even there 🙂 but they are.  Between family and friends my world there alone is SO FULL…then bring in my other family…ALL of YOU all of my recovering friends and those who are still out there….The addicts and the alcoholics, still so lost but damn it you are all there.  This is what keeps me sober…and helps me to stay true to myself…I like the hustle and bustle of my days and nights…seldom does a night go by when my phone remains silent…it might be 1am or maybe 3:34am who knows…I answer…I listen…I dont judge…I would expect the same….isnt this what we do?  Service work? this is the farthest thing from work…its giving back….its a natural flowing part of how it works (at least for me) 

Much time I spent in Procrastination MODE….For those of you who dont know, Procrastination is like Masterbation…EITHER WAY YOU ARE SCREWING YOURSELF….Can I get an AMEN

So many years…waiting for the other shoe to drop….the proverbial axe to fall…doing nothing because that was by far so much safer than risking getting hurt or being told no? WTF was that…how does that even make sense? but wait lets go a little further..I DID IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN…Oh My, say it isnt so…is that a little insanity creeping out…Ha I never maintained I was sane…tis silly…24 hours…86,400 seconds…thats all get…thats my reprieve….tis ok….sure glad they never gave me that 25th hour in the day I always asked for…LOL not sure I have it in me for the other 3600 seconds…LOL

Life is Good..Things are ok…and in my world that is OK…

My name is Mike Cali and I am an addict/alcoholic and today I didnt use, that is a miracle…

 

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