Clenching my jaw…when is this going
to be over?!
I yawn, bored, tears come to my eyes.

I am seeing you for the first time.
More doctors, more pills, but when will
it all stop?

Death always there grinning, provoking…
You bastard, for you will not have me…
I will live forever, then I will watch you die.

I watch the Boys play, their voices now fading.
Summer was twitching, and I couldn't be still.
Never again…

Room of white would you like to play,
be my friend for a little while?

So soft, I want to hug you, just lay in
your angelic embrace.

There is no going back, for once I am there, I am your
thristy drink.

You will sip until I am no more…
I want to forget, forget I was born,

forget those that I killed, the insanity
from your lips.

I reached out to you, wanting peace, and you could
even give a shit with your fake life!

You stupid biblical bitch!

I had become your slave, and now my place has been
taken.

I like the bows…let mommie make you pretty once
again…china girl.

You with your sweet talk and lovey doveys, how
much more of your bullshit must I clean up?

No sex on this weary night.

You want to go back in the womb, but I am afraid there
is no more room, for I am empty.

I douse you with fire, watch you burn, nothing, the names
have been replaced, no eyes now stare at me.

I am safe in the world I have built, but their faces
have blurred, and no glass can see.

The jacket crooked, never did fit me right, and so I
remain cold.

I lay, looking up at the Heavens, even angels sweep me
off their list.

I love mankind, etched in my skin, skin that crawls,
wants out.

I babble, my tongue running, thoughts even scared of me.
Is this my end?

Night is close, the lights go out, imprinted, and I
become Snow White.

I see the little men now, diamonds surround them.

My wicked mother wishes to kill me, and so the
apple stays untouched.

Tomorrow is coming, and I may not be here..
I light up, fear of the darkness, take a breath…black.