I first heard this song at the end of Death Sentence with Kevin Bacon and for some reason it stayed with me. From search after search on the net I found that it was from a band from Toronto Canada who was originally called Pilate.

This song became somewhat of comfort to me in a sense but also describes how it's been for the past few months (those crazy thoughts – the constant worry – the shaky soul – everything).

I wanted to post the lyrics to this song. I'm also gonna do a little video of my own with this song to put more into visuals how I feel.

Alright – Pilot Speed

And tonight I lack the strength to even move,
when you walked, and watched me die.
But I know this is harder for you,
for love has let you down.

Yeah, come on…

And I am all alone…

(And) the road ahead is lined with broken dreams,
so walk, walk on by.
And I failed to give you everything you need,
for the fears, behind your eyes.

When I can't feel you,
I'm not alright, I'm not alright.
When I can't heal you,
I'm not alright, I'm not alright,
I'm not alright.

When I can't feel you,
I'm not alright, I'm not alright,
I'm not alright…

(And) Jesus as you throw me on the rocks,
for love, I left your side.
For I believed in love and beauty's wiles,
where heaven shined from your eyes.

When I can't feel you,
I'm not alright, I'm not alright.
When I can't heal you,
I'm not alright, I'm not alright.

So tell me that it wasn't all for naught,
It's such a waste now,
It's such a waste now come on.
Cause I know your scared but baby don't you hide,
It's such a waste.
And we'll stand alone now,
you'll make it somehow.