I think I feel better when no remembers I exist

The pain in my chest increase that I start blacking out

For once, I actually love being alone in the darkness.

I fell into a hole,

I’ve been falling forever

And I can’t see the ground underneath me.

No one cares when you cry,

But only when you smile.

I wish I could go back to my old life,

When I dealt with scraped knees

And not bleeding wrist.

Just tell me,

If I fell out of my life,

Would you be there,

Would you care,

Would you even realize that I am gone.

I need to wake up, I need to wake up.

None of this is real, I need to wake up.

Maybe I need to spread my religion of pain,

So others don’t walk into the hole that I’ve fallen in.

Help me, Help me, I can’t find my way back.

Drop down a rope,

Drop down a rope,

So that I can climb back up.

Tell me that you care and don’t back away,

All I want is someone being there for me,

To help me climb out of the hole that I’ve fallen into.