I just returned home from the psych unit. This was my first real attempt at suicide. I really wanted to “ not exist “ anymore trapped in my body and mind. It’s difficult to express to others this angst. It’s as though I feel completely worthless. I’m sure there are others out there who are feeling the same way. Please , before you make any plans , please reach out to me, your not alone. Helping you would help me. You are not alone.
Recovering from the edge
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Stop Making Someone Else’s Journey About Yourself
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Name: Skot DOB: 3/27/86 Birthplace: rock hill, sc Current location: work Eye color: hazel Hair Color: black Height: 6'1 Heritage: Deutsch Piercings: Used to...

Thank you for sharing this, I can’t imagine how hard going through that must’ve been. I’ve been in a pretty low state the past few days but thankfully I’ve been able to keep myself from getting too near the edge. It’s so hard to hang on some days, but we have to keep trying right? We never know what wonders the next day will bring <3
Ty your too kind. Gratitude weighs more then gold these days.
I just started listening to Pink and the song try and it helps alot. I was in the same state as you are before. I got a be brave sign to hang over my bed and have alot of positive art in my place now to help me heal since I have a lot of pain also.