It's been awhile…I have been so busy taking care of my almost one year old, dealing with Mr. OCD, and preparing for my friend's destination wedding, which is coming up. I started getting some major seperation anxiety today. I was on the verge of tears this whole day worrying about my little boy and praying that he and my husband will be safe while i'm gone for a week. I haven't left him overnight at all since he was born, so I'm really panicking about how I will handle being a week away from him. I'm sure that once I arrive there I will be okay. My best friend that I'm rooming with got a roaming package on her phone and she's letting me use it to text them so that makes me feel much better.
HOWEVER, I'm also worried about the cleaniness of my house when I leave. Not so much about my husband making a mess, he is having his family and maybe some friends over and I'm SO worried that my house will be contaminated and that I will have to clean it from top to bottom when I get home. He has assured me that he will clean everything up before I come home, but still, OCD never lets me rest. It really bothers me when I have company that comes over and keeps their shoes on in my house, and also when people walk out of the house without shoes and come back in. I try so hard to keep my floors clean, that it really bothers me. I don't have a dog, but people in my neighbourhood don't clean up after their pets, so I often find dog poop on my yard and it causes me to obsess about stepping in poop. So when people walk outside without shoes on and come back in, it really grosses me out. I start thinking there's dog poop in my house! 🙁 I really hope that my husband will say something to them. It's hard becuase that's not how he grew up. He grew up in the country and he always walked around wthout shoes…but I've ALWAYS worn shoes outside and took them off when I come in, so it's total opposite for us. I don't like how cold winter gets here in CAnada and all the snow, but one good thing about it is that people will automatically take off their shoes in my house during wintertime!