My baby’s little one has passed into another realm. I don’t know how to feel about it, but she fought the cancer well. I imagine the song “Cancer” playing in the background, the classic MCR song all around the room at full blast. I mean, technically, she’s my daughter, too, so I’m in a flood of emotions. I don’t know whether to sulk or to be proud that she was a fighter. We’re both super upset and, considering there’s been a lot of death in my life, it hurts and I’ll probably be grieving for a long time. I didn’t get to technically meet her, but, based off of what I’ve heard about her, she has a beautiful soul. But, I’m told things like this actually strengthen a relationship, so I’m pushing through. It’s tough, but I’m hanging in. “One More Light” is probably what this topic should end on, but I feel like it should be happier. I don’t know, but I hope my daughter’s doing well in the afterlife.
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Why I deserve the punishment
sadjac, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, Obesity, 4
what a topic huh?! I could go on forever with a million different answers to why i deserve it,...
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Empty Air
Aquazium, , Depression, Uncategorized, 0
I can’t remember the words I was born a choker. I’m just a grenade Throw me far away....
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Update on life: Mines over before it started
Destiny_Smith, , Depression, Child, Infidelity, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Therapist, 0
I’ve pretty much dropped out of school because the teacher that creeps on the females in my school lied...
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It's gone too deep
hopeful, , Depression, Depression, Grief, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, 0
IT’S GONE TOO DEEP When you’re down and in despair The chance to be happy is so...
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Getting serious about Recovery
jjrocksarizona, , Addiction, Religion, 0
Okay this particular blog may seem harsh but i am so tired of reading about all this boo-hoo poor...
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Hate my life
amoniharkless22@gmail.com, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, Uncategorized, Addiction, Career, Child, Parenting, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 0
Hi my name is Amoni wanted to keep that a secret but fuck that I’m hurt my mother took...
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Knocked Down, Not Out
KnockedDown, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Relationships, Religion, Self Help, Therapist, Weight Loss, 2
This will be my first post on this site so I hope that it is met with support. So...
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Trying to live life on life's terms
jjrocksarizona, , Addiction, Addiction, 0
Dear Tribe family and friends, as you know i celebrated 21 years clean last sunday. it was a great...
Im def not a therapist…however growing up overseas in war time areas…loosing family members, and being pronounced dead 3 times, i can say that it is very peaceful on the ‘other side’. Not to minimize your experience..i had a little sis age 6 when she passed away (health reasons) it hurt. However, after my near death experiences…a sense of calm serenity came upon my soul. Im not talking religion..im talking about the spirit. I would bet my life that what she would want for you is to remember and cherish the good that she taught you all. My twin boys know my little sis by my stories.
I’m sure, too. She’s no the first family member I’ve lost, but it still hurts…