My baby’s little one has passed into another realm. I don’t know how to feel about it, but she fought the cancer well. I imagine the song “Cancer” playing in the background, the classic MCR song all around the room at full blast. I mean, technically, she’s my daughter, too, so I’m in a flood of emotions. I don’t know whether to sulk or to be proud that she was a fighter. We’re both super upset and, considering there’s been a lot of death in my life, it hurts and I’ll probably be grieving for a long time. I didn’t get to technically meet her, but, based off of what I’ve heard about her, she has a beautiful soul. But, I’m told things like this actually strengthen a relationship, so I’m pushing through. It’s tough, but I’m hanging in. “One More Light” is probably what this topic should end on, but I feel like it should be happier. I don’t know, but I hope my daughter’s doing well in the afterlife.
Sweet Dreams
Related Articles
-
Who am I?
Prince Star, , Anxiety, Depression, LGBT, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Relationships, 2
Hi. My name is Alexander Michael and I am a female to male transgender boy. I am here to...
-
It's a bad emotion but I don't know what
GetBetter, , Depression, Depression, Relationships, 1
I've never felt this emotion before, but whatever it is it sucks. I feel like bursting into tears because...
-
What a night…..
Mz_Unda_Std, , Depression, Child, Sleep Disorders, Stress, 0
Last night I wrote a long as blog about how I was feeling and other things and it didn’t...
-
The Beginning
FrozenIceDreams, , Depression, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Medication, Sleep Disorders, Stress, Therapy, 3
I see writing as a great outlet for my thoughts and feeling but also as a dangerous portal to...
-
Him
imogen, , Depression, Addiction, Sexual Abuse, Sleep Disorders, 0
still love him. its almost been a year- nothing has changed. i still think of him each day,...
-
Relationships and other demons
foozywuzzy, , Depression, Sex Therapy, 2
Last weekend, I went on two first dates. The first one was awesome in many ways. The major downfall...
-
A Backwards Progress
DoomWontDie, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Child, Depression, Relationships, Therapist, 1
So yes, hello. Well, where should I start this little update? Personally, I just want somewhere to vent and...
-
FEATURED THERAPISTS
NEXT >
ONLINE THERAPISTS
NEXT >

Im def not a therapist…however growing up overseas in war time areas…loosing family members, and being pronounced dead 3 times, i can say that it is very peaceful on the ‘other side’. Not to minimize your experience..i had a little sis age 6 when she passed away (health reasons) it hurt. However, after my near death experiences…a sense of calm serenity came upon my soul. Im not talking religion..im talking about the spirit. I would bet my life that what she would want for you is to remember and cherish the good that she taught you all. My twin boys know my little sis by my stories.
I’m sure, too. She’s no the first family member I’ve lost, but it still hurts…