I feel so unwanted by God…I love God so much but him and I have a very complicated relationship..Many...
I know it has been a while since I have been on here well my life has really gone...
So I was taking like 4 to 6 St John's wart a day… just so that I could function...
ok…so i'm bored….and i'm restless….i know i'm down cause i feel the current in me but i'm not bad...
my mood? hahaha, i have no idea – i never do – does it even matter? it's only going...
So I survived China without too much trouble. The second day was probably the worst and I must’ve walked...
Here goes another sleepless nights… I am tired of staying up all night watching TV and blogging, well hope...
This is a sort of biography… But not really… It's kind of more of a monologue of my thoughts....
