Sooo Last night I was watching the Golden Gods Awards! Ah just what I needed to see my felow metal/screamo/rock and roll lovers. I mean if you are hardcore with any of that music you knwo that we are a community!! Gave me back my sense of belonging and thank god because I was turning into a not-so-standing-out-sheep in the herd! I mean I still dressed different and mroe creatively than everyone near me but in bigger places no one would think twice- not that its about other people at all. Just using it to give an idea of my appearance.

Anyways saw my <3's Black Veil Brides get an award and preform and saw their fans and Andy Sixx reminded me why I can dress like I want. Because its who I am inside. So F*ck society adn cultures standards because he will be the outcasts (I am an outcast) voice in the fight against ignorance and exclusion and I was just like this is an eye opener I've been missing out on myself because I was trying to make my family happy and not freak them out as much. Buut F*ck the world cause I am who I am I'll dress how I dress and you can call us emo you can say we are whiny cutters you can put us down all you want be wont stop fighting you because you're wrong. You are all sheep afraid to show who they really are! Well I'm done dulling myself down for others so I say (as a BVB fan said last night) Talk Shit Cause We LOOOVE ToHear IT!

fave part ofBVBs songNew Religion:

We are the unholy,
We are the bastard sons of your media culture.
Our minds, and eyes, and bodies were born of your exclusion
An illusion you hide behind

You don't love a God, you love your comfort!
To you we are filth, we are dirty, so be it.
We are dirty and unclean, a congregation of the unseen

Together we will set this world on fire!

This is the new religion,
Amen!