Dear Blog, I need to write something. guess i should say type. my son asks me everytime he talks to me if i have started my book, i say oh yea its written on stuff scattered all thru the house! He finds out something new about his mom all the time! My ex and I shared custody, so I had him and his older brother and sister until he was nine, then he went to his Dads. Mainly becuz when we split i moved back to florida. Had a good paying job found a nice house and neighbor hood, schools and ymca close. then they bussed my kids into the projects. I was not happy and neither were the kids, ergo sent them to their Dad after 3 years of that. Thats when i lost my mind…..put myself into a rehab (had never been in one of those)for drinking and depression where i put my trust into someone i never should have and invited him to be roommate as i had moved into a duplex and had extra room.(talk about naive) Woke up one morning to him injecting me with his blood and coke. Thats who i got the hepc/hiv from. As far as i know hes back in prison and i hope he rots there. but needless to say my life started on a downhill spiral.Spent the next 5 years lost in addiction and bad decisions. I guess im still naive and making bad decsions but grateful no longer addicted to that crap. No, now i have pharmaceuticals. I used to care but now i have a pill for that! (joke) Real addicted to coffee, so cutting this short to make another pot and do my morning stuff, geesh its almost noon! BTW if you ever hear or see of a book titled (Not telling u, naw thats not really the title) buy it! my kids wants the $$$ lol Will give the title when i get published.To be continued….love, mamabear