my day didnt start off too good and its still not over,having alot of boyfriend issues lately. It all started early this morning when i was getting ready for the day,I was in a hurry and kind of stressed and overwhelmed with all that was going to go on with the things i had to do, worried about my ged test. my boyfriend comes in and wants attention,I kiss him and tell him I'm in a hurry and i cant mess around,I admit I was kind of snippy. He gets all mad and says I cant show him any affection for one min,says what ever then takes off. later in the day I get out from taking my ged test I see him walking, he sees me and just ignores me,it hurt alot,and it was childish of him to just see me and keep walking. made me mad actually.
Im so hurt that he did that,that iv been ignoring him and his phone calls for most of the day,I dont want to hear how its all my fault or hear how im being selfish. he left me a note that said "its messed you ignored my phone call" but yet its not messed up of him to see me on the street and completely ignore me.
Hes the type of guy that does no wrong and everything is someone elses fault. so im always the one being selfish and not validating him,he doesnt care how he makes me feel,just how I make him feel. he never hurts me in his eyes when that is completely wrong. we have had plenty of issues and i'v tried and tried with him and seem to get no where. I want to give up!
I want to leave him but im scared,hes manipulative,and hes hit me before when i tried to leave him in the past he also called me names,he doesnt help my stress level any!!!