Hello everyone, so I'm going to try and start the 30 Day Blog Challenge! I don't really know how to start this out anyways considering this is my very first blog ever. Okay, so I have OCD. Shocking, I know. Well I'm pretty sure I have it anyway. I've never been to a doctor or anything but it's kind of a thing you just know you have. When I think back it even started when I was a little girl. I remember when I was like 8 my family and I went to Disney World and the whole day in the park I kept touching the back of my right leg and I couldn't stop. We would be walking and everyone would have to keep waiting for me because I was behind everyone. My mom kept asking, What's wrong with your leg? And I would just say, nothing.

I knew as I got old that I was different than other people because of the things I did. It never even occured to me that it could be OCD until my friend told me I had it. Like flat out told me. haha. It was when he wanted to write in my Myspace and I just like flipped out. I was like freaking out telling him that he would mess it all up if he went on because the spacing and capitals wouldn't be right, and that it had to be perfect. I even remember exactly how I felt, my heart was pounding and I didn't know why I cared so much.

Yeah, so he told me and I thought about it, and yeah, it made total sense. It's been about a year since then and sometimes it's really hard and sometimes it's not. Right now, I'm on school vacation so I feel much better. I've realized that when I'm stressed out its make my OCD worse, then that stresses me out, then everything's worse. So I'm okay for now and I just try to go about my day the best way I can. Thanks for reading!

-Toni