I am looking to make friends on here so if you like my like my blogs, friend me and talk to me on chat. I am not looking for a relationship.

My whole life, I’ve never met anyone in real life who’s told me anything; whether it’s people’s opinion of me, things happening with people who have something to do with me or just general news or what’s on topic. All I ever do is give and I get nothing. I do have people who listen but I also think councillors, therapists and workers in the community who’s job it is to help disabled/ mentally ill people should be allowed to also double up as a close friend of theirs to tell them these necessities. I a m draining the last of my old personality and I shouldn’t be. It’s finished now as life has changed and it’s time to move on to the real me. I don’t know anything about personalities but I just kind of started talking and worked out the way I talk. All I know is this one isn’t based on living the way that I fail and am vulnerable yet excitable. This standpoint is strong and automatically defensive. I have to make that switch in order to climb up in people and I have to be as much myself as I can until they can’t take it anymore. That way I will get closer to them.