My life has gotten complicated, as I am learning more about myself I find that I am drifting further away from what I thought I wanted. That scares me because while I want to find true happiness and be my authentic self, I worry about what it is going to do to others around me. I am 31 years old and never told anyone, with the exception of one person. But I am tired of living a life that while I am happy in, I know I’m not as happy as I could be. I am afraid of losing those that I care about the most. It isn’t fair to the people in my life now, that I live a lie, that I continue on pretending to be something I’m not.

I wonder what my kids will think of me, I wonder what my family will think. I worry about how much it’ll hurt my now husband (I know, you don’t have to point it out).

I just want to be my truest self, and I don’t even know where to start, or even how to not worry about what everyone else wants and thinks and only worry about myself for a change.

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  1. jason01 2 months ago

    You only have one life, don’t overthink this and be true to yourself. Whatever it is you want to do, just go for it, you may never get the chance again.

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