ughhhh I have to be in a group with the most insufferable human being everrr she claims to have ADHD  but she’s neurotypical and she’s like ” please don’t interrupt me I’m being so kind and generous and you should worship me and give me everything I want I’m the smartest person in the universe” I’m so tired of her she’s been like this since fourth grade literally 7 years uggghh.

I found a blank pin backing on the ground and I was like this would be a good craft and then my friends looked at me weird an I asked what was wrong and one of my ” friends” said and I quote ‘ there’s this thing called not picking up gross garbage on the ground’ and I was super annoyed because I’ve literally seen her pick up trash off the ground before and then I was venting about it to my other friend and she literally mouthed ‘ help me’ to her bestie. I don’t think they actually value me as a friend they just like it when I give them money and shit. I was literally going to surprise my friend and take them to an MCR concert in July but I guess that’s not happening anymore. some of the other things I do include buying my friend a binder without his parents knowing, taking a friend on a spontaneous two hour road trip to see a play we really liked, and buying five of my friend full size pride flags. like how do they still hate me.

I was at a graduation ceremony for a family friend and I knew immediately that there were too many people there and I was going to get overstimulated. I asked my parents if I could go out to the car and my dad was like ‘ go sit outside’ except there were a lot of people outside too and so I asked if I could just sit in the car and they were like no and I started having a panic attack and they said that I need to learn to cope in a ‘socially acceptable way’ and I’m so fvcking angry I’m gonna crash out.

anyway sorry about that you are beautiful and deserve love have a great day<3