I hate this… I hate my life and I hate my parents… fuck all of this… this is total bullshit… first, the Steelers lost yesterday to the fucking Packers… fuck those stupid assholes… now today, I find out that I have to go to a fucking hospital for a fucking week… wow, this is really my life now… this is really my life… I've heard terrible stories about this hospital, and I do not want to ever set foot in there, let alone go for a fucking week… not to mention my parents took away my computer and my phone for the last three days and still have my phone… I hate them. I hate them so much… and it's not just a one-time, "I'm angry at them" thing… no… I truly, genuinely hate them… with all my heart and everything I have… I wish they would fucking die… they're two stupid assholes who just make things worse for me… I hate them and I want them to fucking die… and I also hate this life… I honestly don't think I'll ever get better again… I think this will be my life forever… I'm not exaggerating or anything like that, I really think this will be my life forever… and I hate this… I just want things to be the way they were last year again… well, my senior year of high school, that is… WHY IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD?! why is God doing this to me? does He have some kind of fucking vendetta against me or something?! I mean, fuck… this is ridiculous… I hate this and I hate my fucking life… I hate all of this… I just wanna go to sleep and wake up in my senior year of high school, and just relive that over and over and over again… because my life is so stupid right now… so stupid and unbearable… and I hate this…

P.S. I hope my parents die tonight…