On this day of your life, dear friend, I believe God wants you to know…

…that you are part of a Larger Whole, and you are

never, ever alone.

It is tempting, during difficult times, to feel very much

alone, as if you are taking this journey in solo form,

with no one at your side, and no one on your side.

Nothing could be further from the truth.

You are an aspect of The Divine. God lives in you,

through you. "I am with you always, even unto the end

of time" are not just pretty words. They are truth.

Love, Your Friend….
 

I read these positive thoughts hoping they will rub off somehow, but it doesn\'t seem to happen. A big, huge part of me just doesn\'t want to be here anymore, but since I believe you have to let life happen to you and not destroy yourself purposely. I have to be here everyday. Most of the time I\'d like to have positive thoughts, even help someone somehow, but today, I am sorry people I just feel like laying it out there. I feel so guilty for not appreciating my life. I am not happy, I have not been happy for as long as I remember, nothing traumatic made me feel this way, I had a basically happy life. I wish a pill could fix me. but even that road has had no success. Half the time I just want to crawl under the covers and sleep my life away, but I wake up, I realize I have to be here, so please let me find a smidgen of something that makes this all a spec worth while. This is how I feel on bad days, I have 2-3 bad days to 1 good. So, there is hope, that is why I am still here.