OMFG, today is Monday. Did anyone else know that today is Monday because I didn’t know that today is Monday, WTF? Ugh, this sucks.

I only have class on Tuesday and Thursday so I usually spend the other five days sitting in my room doing…not much really. I think I’ve been so messed up that time, itself, almost doesn’t seem to exist anymore. I thought it was Sunday. I thought I had more time to prepare for my quiz…a quiz that I forgot I would have to take tomorrow. -_-

Today is going to be an off day, I can feel it. My right shoulder already feels weird and I’m irritable. Everyone keeps saying, "That girl is no one.", "She didn’t do anything wrong, forget her.", "Who cares if she’s a MySpace skank, ignore her.", "You’re prettier and far better, I still like you the best.", "She’s not your problem.", etc. but I still have moments where I just want to let her know that I think she’s an attention whoring, manipultaive piece of shit who should stop trying to make herself sound smarter than she actually is by posting superficial shit like, "the scents of yesterday feel like their engraved in my nose". ENGRAVED in your NOSE? Nice imagery you moron. And it’s "they’re", not "their".

But I know most of what I’ve already been told. I know that she’s quite stupid for many reasons besides her being unable to distinguish the difference between "their" and "they’re". I know that she’s a nothing and I know that she’s a stupid brat whoring herself out online. I disagree about her not being at all guilty for what happened, though, simply because she refused to back off even as my boyfriend tried to push her off. And I know that no one really agrees with me there so maybe I’m just a hateful person, I don’t know. Or maybe I’m an oddity because, if I had been faced with a similar situation, I would have backed off. Who knows what I am.

On the upside, my boyfriend opened up to me yesterday and we’ve been trying some things together although I won’t discuss what. But it’s required a bit of growing up and letting go on my part and I think I’ve done a good job so far. Other than that, life is pretty effed up. Registration was today…I have no classes. Ugh, that’s right, I was supposed to sign up for Programming 2b, at the very least…I forgot. -_-

*goes to do that now*

*comes back confused*

Oiy, it’s in a week. Where did I get the 20th from? That’s not even when Summer Registration starts. -_-

So, I thought today was Sunday when it’s actually Monday…my room is a mess…I screwed up my registration date…I slept in until 3:00…and I feel sort of sick to my stomach. I keep wanting to take a day off, just email my Prof and tell her that I’m not feeling well, but I can’t, especially not now that we have 3 quizzes back to back to back, I can’t take two the same day and I sure as hell can’t take the third one without getting the notes tomorrow. I’ll just have to suck it up.

Okay…*deep breath*…I’m going to open my door, I need fresh air in here, no more sitting in the dark. Then I’m going to get some food…wait, no, I should get food first because it might not be the smartest idea to leave my door open when I’m not here… Then I’m going to open my door while I eat and clean up a bit. After I’m done with that, I’m going to study for my quiz. And then even though I only just woke up an hour and a half ago >.> I’m going to take some melatonin tonight and try to be in bed by midnight. Yeah, mmm, this can work..I can do it…no, no, I will do it. So off I go to hopefully get some food and clean and work…methinks I shall get a muffin!