I've come to terms with the fact that I am truly alone on this planet. I will never find a single person who bears any similiarity to the person I am. I am alone in terms of thoughts, ideas, and the process used to analyze and interpret what it is to be human, what it is to be alive and live in this world.
I don't want pity. I don't want any special attention. I just wish to be left alone. I've already given up with expecting people to understand me or why I do, think and say what it is that I do. I know that is truly a lost cause.
Please don't say that you understand me or that you will understand me because you wont and never will. I'm not letting anyone close and I'm going to keep people as far away as I possibly can.
I'm tired of always being right. The ability to predict the natural order of things and procedure to everyday or extraordinary events comes to me extremely easily and I can easily rationalize and explain the steps and order of every single action.
I'm tired of people who automaticly agree with others who possess college degrees or diplomas even if they themselves dont have one. Both these types of people fail to see the simple problem; YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE REAL WORLD WHEN YOU ARE IN COLLEGE! You have "Book Smarts" which means that you, like everyone else, will learn the hard truth about the world. There are no colors in real life, only black and white are absolute.
It is the people like me in the situation they always happen to be in who truly understand the way of the world. It is the people like me who are fed up with these people being treated better and "worshipped" for lack of a better word just because of the reason that they have "book smarts" and are still in school/college.
I'm tired of my knowledge going to waste. I'm tired of being refused the chance and the opportunity to share and explain my knowledge and reasoning.
I'm tired of things being the way they are. I want things to change.