So I’m done trying to butch it up and lie all the time. I’m married to a wonderful man but my repression is pretty out of control to the point that people see right through me and seem to resent me for being myself. But this is the South after all so it seems like there is just so much shade on everything. Reaching out online because I need to hear some genuine voices. Even my therapist can barely hide her homophobia so I’m switching to another, not very hopeful word anyone outside of the free help clinic. Holler at me I really want to talk. Closeted married feminine butch bullshitter from the South seeks support. Love y’all