Just wanted to update you guys on what happened this morning with my landlord. She asked me what happened. I told her everything. Including the reason behind me hitting her. She was really understanding. She told me she would have to write me up. And to becareful, because if I get two more write ups  she would have to evict me.So it looks like I get to keep my apartment. Now I just have to deal with everyone in my apartment complex knowing. Its a small town it wont take long to get around. I will just have to wait and see how it plays out. Ive already had a few comments thrown my way. I figure the best thing to do is keep a low profile so I dont go hitting anyone else lol. Hopefully I can move in a few months. I will just have to try and deal with things til then. If I had any guilt about hitting that girl. I dont anymore. That biotch tried to lie and say I done things I didnt. My landlord didnt believe her. She said I was honest enough to tell her I threw the first punch. Which I could of easily said she threw the first one cause in the begining there were no witnesess. I could of gotten away with it too. And I did even think about doing that. But decided to be honest.I guess that biotch figured she didnt hurt me enough with that big mouth. But it didnt work. If i could wish one thing, I would wish she could feel what I do. The anger, hurt, betrayal.loneliness, to have people tell her they woulnt touch her. or to have them look at her like she was some kind of freak because of what she has. I wish she could feel all of that. I told a friend not too long ago about a man saying they should put all people with aids on an island away from everyone else. I told my friend I got to thinking about it. You know thats not a bad idea. Atleast we could walk out our front door without being judged or feeling like some kind of freak. So my question is…Does anyone want to chip in and buy an island? lol…and I promise if I drink i wont hit no  one lol….So anyway I guess I will wait and see what happens. I also want to thank you all for your kind words and support. It was greatly appriciated. Its nice to have people that do understand. And to have people to talk to that you can be completely honest and open with. Thank you all……muahhhhhhhh