Well, it is Wednesday, actually it is going to be Thurdsday, and it’s 2:58 am est. Wednesday is a class day, which means the day is field with physical and mental activity. I did have a break thru today. I started the day at 8 am and went until 10 pm, and when i got home i was both mentally tired and physically tired. I was kind of happy. I have to go see the social security medical people tomorrow, to evaluate my ocd and determine if i can get a supplement to my income. I hope that they approve it, at least for the next 4 years. It wil give me a chance t correct all the wrong that happen because of the ocd. I am having a hard time concentrating on writing this blog, which actually is a good thing. I really feel somehow my sleeping patterns are tied in with the sun. When the sun comes out I instantly get tired, and as soon as it goes down, I can’t sleep, unless i drive myself to exhustion. My doctor suggested I pick up some metatonine, i am not sure if I spelled that write. I think it is to help me from being tired and not tired, I have no idea if that makes sense. I can feel my schedule is picking up, so i am hoping the day planner will keep me sane. I split my week up so i go to classess on monday and wednesday. That adds up to 4 classes at 12 credits a semester. I am self-employed and working on my writing carrer, ever since i got fired from Busch Gardens. I had success with publishing my first book, but haven’t sold any copies yet. I also prduced my own Podcast shows, which actuall are doing well, with visitor traffic. I have to see my doctor on Saturday. I feel lucky, that life has guided me to find a doctor that only sees patients’ on weekends. On tuesday and thursday, i take care of thing that are need to be done on the house. Saturday and sunday and friday are my self work day, which combines my studies, writing, contacting people, and playing games. I want to try to sqeeze in going to the beach. The beach is free, and its a place to go to to relax and work on my tan.
What is happeing today
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Breaking Point
danidanosaur, , OCD, Anxiety, Domestic Abuse, Infidelity, OCD, Relationships, Stress, Suicide, Therapist, 1
At some point or the other, I think every sufferer of mental illness reaches their own breaking point.Today, I...
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My Life with OCD
mcm92050, , Anxiety, OCD, Anxiety, OCD, Schizophrenia, 0
Hi, I’m Melinda. I’m 26 years old with OCD and I think these habits started as a toddler. My...
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How Do You Tell Someone What Is Wrong With You?
crazycatlady106, , OCD, Anxiety, Child, OCD, Questions, Relationships, Therapist, 7
Here comes my main issue, how do you tell someone what is wrong with you? I have never actually...
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Not having control
AngryAtheist_withOCD, , OCD, Anxiety, Medication, OCD, Parenting, Therapist, 1
Hi guys, Hope everything's going alright. As many of you probably already know, from reading several of my blogs,...
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OCD Comes and Goes
Mackinley88, , OCD, Anxiety, Depression, OCD, 1
My OCD has been laying low lately…and that makes me a bit nervous. Because when it goes away for...
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In-Law issues again
Jessealuvseashells, , OCD, Career, 1
Hey everyone, So this whole big thing happened Sunday night…I had the worst panick attack I've had in a...
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i don’t want to wait any longer
delane1, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Anxiety, Divorce, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Therapist, Therapy, 4
Aight…gonna take another stab at this. *sigh i keep having these racing thoughts, and sometimes, i just need to...
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None
xNinax, , OCD, OCD, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 2
I've convinced myself my boyfriend dosn't love me. Ok so i have the most amazing boyfriend he is honestly...


