SOO.. I WROTE B4 HOW MY WORK WANTED ME TO GO ABOUT AN HOUR AWAY FOR EXTRA TRAINING 4 A COUPLE DAY'S, SO I JUST HAD TO FLAT OUT SAY I HAVE PANIC ATTACK'S, I KNOW MY LIMIT'S AND I CAN'T GO TAHT FAR.! THE "MANAGER" WAS NOT VERY NICE ABOUT IT @ FIRST, SHE SAID SHE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS MAKING SUCH A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT, BUT I TRIED TO TELL HER ITS BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO LOOSE MY JOB, DUH!… &SHE SAID THAT I WASA GOOD WORKER, SHE JUST DIDN'T WANT THIS TOO EFFECT MY EMPLOYEE STATUS.! SO THE BOSS CAME IN TODAY AND I EXPLAINNED THE SAME THING TO HIM.! BUT WHEN HE LEFT HE LEFT HIS EMAIL OPEN, AND COME ON ON I AM ONLY HUMAN, I WAS NEBBY AND DECIDED TO BROWSE IT HAHA. WELL I CAME ACROSS AN EMAIL W/ HIM & MY MANAGER AND SHE SAID THAT, I DON'T GET THIS COURTNEY THING @ ALL!!!! & HE SAID WELL I AM GOING TO THAT STORE TODAY SO I WILL TALK TO HER, HE SAID I'VE ABOUT HAD WITH ALL THE CRAZIES AND WANT TO ELIMINATE SOME PEOPLE AND IT WILL BE ALL OKAY! NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE DEAL W/ THESE 2 ARE BUT IM NOT THE ONLY ONE THEY HAVE TALKED ABOUT IT! & IT'S NOT EVEN THE FACT THAT THEY TALKED ABOUT ME, IF THEY WANT TO BE LIKE THAT, THEN WHAT CAN I REALLY DO!? IT'S THE FACT THAT IDK IF HE WAS CALLING ME CRAZY OR NOT! & IF HE WAS, HOW DARE HE?! HE HAS A LOT OF MEDICAL ISSUES AND I DON'T TALK DOWN ABOUT HIM BC OF THEM, BUT ISNT ONE OF THE BIGGEST FEAR'S OF SOMEONE WITH SEVERE ANXIETY AND PANIC THAT WE ARE GONNA GO CRAZY!??! SO I TOOK IT TO HEART & AM JUST REALLY UPSET, BC I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DO MY BEST AND WORK HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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