SOO.. I WROTE B4 HOW MY WORK WANTED ME TO GO ABOUT AN HOUR AWAY FOR EXTRA TRAINING 4 A COUPLE DAY'S, SO I JUST HAD TO FLAT OUT SAY I HAVE PANIC ATTACK'S, I KNOW MY LIMIT'S AND I CAN'T GO TAHT FAR.! THE "MANAGER" WAS NOT VERY NICE ABOUT IT @ FIRST, SHE SAID SHE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS MAKING SUCH A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT, BUT I TRIED TO TELL HER ITS BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO LOOSE MY JOB, DUH!… &SHE SAID THAT I WASA GOOD WORKER, SHE JUST DIDN'T WANT THIS TOO EFFECT MY EMPLOYEE STATUS.! SO THE BOSS CAME IN TODAY AND I EXPLAINNED THE SAME THING TO HIM.! BUT WHEN HE LEFT HE LEFT HIS EMAIL OPEN, AND COME ON ON I AM ONLY HUMAN, I WAS NEBBY AND DECIDED TO BROWSE IT HAHA. WELL I CAME ACROSS AN EMAIL W/ HIM & MY MANAGER AND SHE SAID THAT, I DON'T GET THIS COURTNEY THING @ ALL!!!! & HE SAID WELL I AM GOING TO THAT STORE TODAY SO I WILL TALK TO HER, HE SAID I'VE ABOUT HAD WITH ALL THE CRAZIES AND WANT TO ELIMINATE SOME PEOPLE AND IT WILL BE ALL OKAY! NOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE DEAL W/ THESE 2 ARE BUT IM NOT THE ONLY ONE THEY HAVE TALKED ABOUT IT! & IT'S NOT EVEN THE FACT THAT THEY TALKED ABOUT ME, IF THEY WANT TO BE LIKE THAT, THEN WHAT CAN I REALLY DO!? IT'S THE FACT THAT IDK IF HE WAS CALLING ME CRAZY OR NOT! & IF HE WAS, HOW DARE HE?! HE HAS A LOT OF MEDICAL ISSUES AND I DON'T TALK DOWN ABOUT HIM BC OF THEM, BUT ISNT ONE OF THE BIGGEST FEAR'S OF SOMEONE WITH SEVERE ANXIETY AND PANIC THAT WE ARE GONNA GO CRAZY!??! SO I TOOK IT TO HEART & AM JUST REALLY UPSET, BC I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DO MY BEST AND WORK HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2 Comments
  1. skyflyer1263 11 years ago

    thank you for your comment on my post before. I can understand completely how you feel. I am leaving my job June 9th over anxiety and it makes me so mad. Hang in there and I truly hope he wasnt talking about you. It just goes to show how some people have no idea how we are affected by this disorder. Good luck, keep us updated, Margaret in NY

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  2. irvineguy 11 years ago

    Sorry to that \”normal\” people don\'t get you. In fact, so called \”normal\” people are the ones that end up in our shoes and wanting support.

    Good for you that you were able to tell your management about your situation. It always helps in the long run knowing that you told the truth and that you don\'t have to think about it in the long run of \”going or staying.\”

    Hope things work out better!

    Nick

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