Been living with my girlfriend and 4 yr old boy for 6 years and my darling girlfriend has had deppression on and off for the past four years, i havent dealt with it at all despite many chances i keep molly coddling her, trying to stay close in a way, and ultimately i have pushed her away she told me three days ago she no longer loved me and my whole world fell apart  i’m trying to be strong for my boy but i feel sometimes that i’m losing the plot we had a counciling session yesterday and it was good she said she was willing to try albeit for our son and not for us all, we both learned a bit, but she cant touch me at all or even look at me sometimes i just want to hug her and for her to hug me back, tell her that im here for her. She is just a shell and really quite ill and  i’m on the edge of breaking down all the time, we have a lot of finacial problems because of ressession i lost my business last year and because of that i have nowhere to go so she can have space and see her every day lie next to her every night and every day i spend without her by my side i am dying inside, i think about her constantly my only crime is that i loved her to much, the worse she got the more love i tryed to give her and the deeper her depression became if theres anyone out there who has gone thruogh something like this please help because the only future i can see is one where i end up on my own getting access to my son when i can failing miserably to get over what i thought was my soulmate. For everyones sake i hope she sees the light and one day we can be together in love again,thinking of the alternative puts me in a very dark and overwhelmingly  lonely place.