Well yesterday I learned I was going to have a nice 3 day weekend no babysitting and I was so excited thinking I would rest up the rest of the night and then today start doing things around here that need to be done and when that was done I would just enjoy some movies or something maybe go for a walk around the lake.  Well I should have known better.  This morning I woke up in so much pain I couldn't move for the longest time.  The weather is getting colder so my back and knees don't want to work right.  I have degenerative arthritis in both so they are cumbling a little more everyday.  I should have known better to think I'd get things done and feel better about myself, to just sit back and be able to see what I'd accomplished, should have known better that I'd be in so much pain I couldn't move let alone be able to enjoy movies or accomplishing something.  Just should have known better so now if I take another day to rest then that leaves two days and then what?  Spend another day in pain and come Monday have done nothing around here and enjoyed nothing but being in pain?  I did go out to the store for a minute but going to the car took so long and getting back out and coming in the house took so long I feel so old but inside I feel so young wanting to do things,  wanting to feel good for a change.  I hate this, the fibromyalgia has my muscles in knots why did this all have to happen now?  I have a short time off why do I have to spend it this way?