Lately it feels like life (the devil) is fighting me so hard. From the attitude & verbal tone of my family I get crap. I’m staring to believe them when they call me a stupid bitch. I have emailed with the counselor & using my coping mechanisms as best I can. Y’all I feel like I’m losing my mind. I cry a lot! It’s gotten to where it feels like my family & I are just going through the motions. Everyone seems to be stressed out & so grouchy. I wish I could fix it but I don’t know how. I’ve tried talking things out & voicing my concern which leads to fights. I’m at a loss!
I hate that you’re having to go through this. I understand what it’s like to feel like your entire family is against you. My early teen years up until only about a year ago (i’m 20 now) was absolute hell. I was the biggest problem in my family and constantly called a piece of shit. What got me through it was finding hobbies to get me through each day and friends to talk to. If you’re allowed to go out and do things i suggest not being around them as much. it sounds like the opposite of a solution but this helped heal my family and i’s relationship. me and my mother get along best when we’re apart. i know it’s hard and my heart aches for you. i know how miserable and lonely it feels. if you ever need anyone to talk to about please reach out to me i’m more than willing to listen. 🙂 sending you lots of hugs.
Thanks. I am mostly alone with the dogs. I’m disabled & don’t drive due to my high startle reflex. My mom & younger sis both work. Sis bf works too & on weekends he stays gone unless sis has the weekend off. I’m fine with that because I can’t stand the guy. Didn’t like him from day 1 when she brought him home. He has shown his true colors but she keeps going back to him. Now that I’m standing up & voicing my concerns etc it’s like I AM the evil person. Sucks!