I've had this account since March, and to be honest I had no idea where to start or what to write….My life has been nothing but easy and i find that over the past couple of months especially since moving back home that my emotions have been getting the best of me. I am getting over a really bad 3 year relationship, I'm copping with the my parents not being around, and just alot of neglect. Like i said I just recently moved back to the states after being in canada for 8 years and I still dont feel transitioned and its been 6months now. I also have a 4 year old daughter and dealing with her now is becoming harder and harder each day, she has no discipline and shes becoming very rude, everyone's saying shes too smart for her own good and that shes going through a phase but its so much to deal with. I feel very much alone at this point, almost like I just dont understand my purpose anymore or that I dont have one for being here. I try to express myself to my family but they dont understand, they think that because I have a roof over my head and my basic needs are being met that I should have nothing to complain about or feel this way, but truth of the matter is….I'm hurting, I havent spoken to anyone at all about anything that I've gone through so everything is just pent up. Its a very scary feeling…living but not feeling anything…waking up, not knowing why…I dont know if anyone will reply to this or talk to me …it would be nice…I would like to know that now I wanna talk about what I"m going through that their are people out there willing to lend an ear and maybe be able to help me with my issues..