Firstly THANKYOU for everyone who respended to my last blog. I went through a awful time BUT I am threw it all. Maybe a bit too much…………. Mania has set in!! :/

Will it's d day today my 'husband' is going to start his alchohol detox today. I am to phone the detox nurse at 9am in three hours to say we got the medication from the drs as she had to leave work before the dr had done the perscription. We had been waiting since last Wednesday for it so it's beena very anxios time.

I am taking each day as it comes now and talking more when I feel like I am getting low.

My hallucinations and hearing things though are getting worse it's gone from bugs crawling out of my body to actual animals in the house and by animals I mean leapords and monkeys and lizards and people talking to me and wanting my attention. I can only assume stress took over my body and took it's toll.

I've had 4 hours sleep in 48 hours not sleeping well at all my mind is racing. I knew something was going to happen as two days ago I got tingles really bad in my scalp. Any body get that with mood changes? I do and usually when I get manic and the worse the tingles the more I feel the mood.

So in the meantime I am enjoying the mania as I know it won't last. I just hope I don't crash and burn :/

On a wonderful note though, my fiance ( i call him my husband though ) are getting married in 41 days 😀 Third marraige but last as I love him more than anyone else and in a different way unconditionally i love him always have alwasy will. We are school high sweethearts. we have know each other 25 years.

If you go thsi far well done on keepign reading it was a long one.