I hate it sometimes. I’m coasting and then I find myself right back in a depression. I’m talking to a psychiatrist on the 30th to see about medication. I learned my ex’s new boyfriend of 5 weeks has already met her dad and stepmom. I feel fucking worthless, ashamed, dejected, and overall depressed. I feel like I meant nothing to nobody. I feel guilty for being mean when I couldn’t handle being friends with her for a bit. I feel like a fucking mistake and stain on this fucking planet. A fucking blemish that can’t be washed off.
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You aren’t. You’re here for some reason. Things are rough right now, but you’ll make it through this, and you’ll find your purpose. I know i’m a random stranger, but I care about you, and I hope things will get better. Don’t give up.