Hi All, I would love to share with you my continuing and ever-evolving journey!  Over time you will get to know me more and more!

My partner and I both came from very traditional Outback Australian backgrounds and we always knew that we desired something more in life and something more from ourselves but we just didn’t know what that was. We were both only ever with men, I had been single for about 10 years and my partner was in a relationship.

Five years ago in 2011 both of our lives took a change of direction when the universe put the two of us in each others arms intimately. About two years into our friendship we were at a Christmas party, we were best friends. I asked her “what are you thinking about” she said, “you would never guess” I said, out of no where by the way…”you want to have sex with me?” And, apparently that was exactly what she was thinking. I shocked myself as much as she was and immediately got in the car and left.  I was freaking out! The next day we talked about what happened and decided that we still hang out but ignore it, that didn’t work. Then we tried to not see each other at all. That didn’t work. Then we were invited to another party and had a few to drink and we ended up in bed together in absolute heaven!

The next day we talked about it. We asked the question, what is the worst that can happen if we do it again? She said, “I will go to hell” and I said “I will want more”! They were both real fears for us.

Oh, we have come far!

The discovery of something more that was tugging at us our whole lives was underway! Previous to falling in love and loving each other more than you can even imagine, we spent two years forming a friendship bond like no other. Neither of us contemplated or even considered the idea of being in relationship with another woman during this time. This allowed us the freedom to form a solid  friendship that didn’t have any hidden underlying agenda’s on anyone’s part.

All of our beliefs, values, morals and future ideals that we had as individuals changed in the instant that we shared our first intimate moment. A tornado of everything that we thought we were, past, present and future erupted.  This single act, changed our entire universe, everything we believed in and our traditions in life. We discovered that we weren’t about to embark on a journey just re-evaluating ideas around relationships, we were embarking on a journey discovering everything that we perceived that our life was.  All of our programs and patterns, everything in which ‘ we thought we were’ and ‘how life was meant to be’ came to the forefront for re-evaluation and transformation into something that brings forth and expresses the greatness of who we are as individuals without patterns and programs of who we think we ‘should’ be by ours and anyone else’s standards. It was time to shine our own light.

This journey up until this point in time has had some very difficult times as we were stripping away paradigms that just weren’t working for us anymore. The difficulty came from an unwillingness to let go with ease. Imagine letting go of what you have faith in, for example your chosen religion, imagine letting go of people in your life that you love with your whole heart because you want the space to re-discover who you are, who you want to be and how you want to live your life because your beliefs, patterns and neural pathways in your brain are so strong that the slightest influence can get you off track from that true authenticity that you are looking for. This for me, was the hardest of all and with dedication, discipline, determination and above all else a deep love for my Beloved, I was able to shine and bring forth the greatness of who I am and get through what seemed to be impossible. If I can do it, you can too.  It was a matter of making a demand of myself, choosing and then doing whatever it took to create the life that I truly desired by my own standards. The more I ask questions like the one below the more I  could tap into my true potency, authenticity and the greatness of who I am. Yes, WHO I AM.

What energy, space and consciousness can my body and I be that would allow the greatness of me to show up today with ease, joy and glory?

Freedom is ours, and we are becoming more and more free every day as we bring forth the greatness of who we are in every way. This journey is continually giving us the tools to change, discover and create what we truly want with ease, joy and glory. We are continually doing courses healing modalities (and still are) so we could help ourselves and we sought out healers and practitioners all over the world to help us as well.

Our journey has opened up a pathway for us to help you. We have become ever-evolving experts in freeing the mind and soul for this was what we had to do for ourselves when we joined each other in a same-sex communion. We had to examine our beliefs, patterns and programs, even our values. Most of which have had a complete overhaul in the last five years and we are still evolving, asking questions and choosing.  For us it is a continual process.

Our life is so incredible that it is beyond words to even describe. The light is shinning and we are the happiest that we have ever been as individuals and within our communion together.

How does it get any better than this?

To the Greatness of YOU,

Nei’ida