I felt so lonely tonight. I ran to Grindr. It’s not going to find me happiness. I went to Jackd. It’s not going to find me happiness. I even went to Craigslist. It won’t find me happiness. I’m writing this in tears because all I want is to feel loved. Everyone that ever loved me, hurt me. I have to hide my pain every minute of the day because of the shame of what I went through. I’m glad I found this, because I am running out of options. My heart hurts. I wish I could change a lot, but I can’t. I have been rejected by so many people it is not even funny anymore. I am really hoping to find support here, this is my last resort.
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Please do not make this site your last resort. Not many people bother chatting. I don’t mind tho so message me anytime ok. You sound like you are in alot of pain. Have you spoken to your doctor? Believe me things don’t have to be this way and it won’t always be this way. Hang in there x
Thank you for responding.