I feel more at ease when I imagine dying.
At ease
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Apparently… I have a stalker…
Starpixie831, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Grief, Relationships, 1
"Your stalker called yesterday" was how I was greeted when my boss walked through the door this morning. He...
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Not a win, but not a loss
Vladicus, , Depression, Child, Therapy, 1
so, did half of my ritual thing, and i didn't lose with my lil problem, but i got out...
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THE EDGE…
thumper, , Depression, Anxiety, Child, Depression, 3
everyone has an edge…its different for each person but we all have one and we all know when...
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Bitter
PoetryEmotion, , Depression, Career, 1
Feeling particularly bitter today. No, scratch that. Feeling EXTREMELY bitter today. I'm starting to miss my old band again....
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Pointless
Sally9283, , Depression, Career, Child, Depression, 2
I found this place by accident today and it seems to be calling to me. I am seeking a...
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Can I talk to someone
EmpatheticShadow, , Depression, Depression, PTSD, Stress, 1
I’m really depressed… Mostly right now. I had a ptsd attack earlier but that’s whatever. My parents started fighting...
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Tuesday again
lightangel, , Depression, Depression, 1
So, It's Tuesday. Got a text and a phone message. Apparently I left my ladder somewhere which I didn't...
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“And, it''s not a cry that you hear at night, it''s not somebody who''s seen the light. It''s a cold and it''s a broken Hallelujah.” – Jeff Buckley
thebadkitty, , Depression, Forgiveness, Impulse Control, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Weight Loss, 0
My head is still spinning… mania keeps my thoughts racing, and my body awake, but I get nothing done,...

may i ask why you feel good when you think of dying?