I feel more at ease when I imagine dying.
At ease
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Worthless as always
QuadRaptor, , Depression, Career, Questions, 1
I spent much of my morning telling myself I was worthless. I missed school on Tuesday because I was...
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MY OLD SHELL
Stormbringer, , Depression, Child, 2
When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a nursing home in an Australian country town, it...
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I hurt.
Hiyou, , Depression, Anger, Depression, Suicide, Therapy, Weight Loss, 0
Here I am older now. Healthy until a few weeks ago. I have major depression but have pretty much...
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Feeling Validated
Sarina_Luna94, , Depression, Depression, Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Self Esteem, 1
I grew up in a dysfunctional family. When I was 10 my parents pulled me and my sister away...
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Point of Breaking
blindedblue, , Anxiety, Depression, Anxiety, Grief, Religion, Spirituality, 2
It all feels too much. No amount of journaling is helping, at least not for very long. I’m losing...
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My Days Only get Worse
Donnarae, , Depression, Career, Child, Suicide, 0
I know it has been a while since I have been on here well my life has really gone...
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Running on empty
wantingtorunaway, , Depression, Anger, Depression, Relationships, 1
Just when I thought I was getting things at least relatively on an even keel….days like today happen. I...
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11/5/20
westcoastapples, , Anxiety, Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Suicide, Therapist, 0
Well I had a panic attack today because my mom got angry at me after I shut off my...



may i ask why you feel good when you think of dying?