Sometimes we are our own worst enemy. It’s hard having that lonely feeling where no body understands what you’re feeling even tho you are surrounded by loved ones. It’s that switch that flips that leaves you blah and depressed and in a funk that seems insurmountable. Try explaining to your loved ones your feelings in a story form. Tell them how what your feeling is not a reflection on them but rather a projection from yourself. You have an imbalance in your chemistry that hinders you from reaching the happiness you deserve. With the right therapy and maybe a small dosage of a pharmaceutical things can be altered to allow you to experience the joy and love you deserve from yourself and your loved ones. Don’t give up. Fight everyday to reach the top and celebrate another day above ground. You are worth it. Be well.