Today was kind of uneventful. I didn’t let myself sleep until it was 8am and then I slept until 4:30 in the afternoon. I went out with my boyfriend for a few hours. I had a good time; but uh, there is this one slight thing. I think that I am a lesbian. In 2018 I realized that I had a crush on my girl best friend. I didn’t tell her. I accepted myself as a lesbian. I kept it to myself because my “family” is complicated in every area of existence. I have been dating my boyfriend for less than a year but more than 6 months. I know it sounds like some math problem but I don’t want to put exact details out there in respect for myself and my friends. You never know what creeps are out there. Although nobody will ever come across my profile. Even on the app Among Us when I create a game literally nobody ever enters the game and if they do they leave so quick. They don’t even know me in real life and the leave me. Just like the people I am surrounded by in my real life. It is the story of my life. I am literally talking like a chicken with its head cut off so I am just going to end this here for now. But maybe I will make this be the new place that I write the events that go on in my life.
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