I dont know what to do anymore. im so busy tyring to keep everyone happy trying to please everyone. im tired, im stressed, im scared. i feel like im falling. i feel like im everyones problem. I gotta live up to sumthing i dont wanna be. im so stressed out to the point where im throwing up, i cant sleep, and im resless. i want to go back to the drugs, drinking, smoking shit and not giving a fuck. i feel trapped. cutting doesnt even work anymore i cant feel it. i cant cry. im constantly on edge. ive gone manic almost everyday. even with my best friends i still think about suicide. the voices, the hallucinations, the episodes. its all too much its getting to the point where i cant control it and i cant hide it. im to the point where i cant bounce back from anymore. im killing me slowly and painfully.
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What am I?
Sundoll, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, LGBT, Teens, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Self Esteem, Sex Therapy, 0
I like to rate myself on scales. It is what I do. I can’t help it! A few examples...
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Life
CareBlair1985, , Depression, Stress, Therapist, 2
Lately it feels like life (the devil) is fighting me so hard. From the attitude & verbal tone of...
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Distractions
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I was thinking today about distractions, and about how our entire lives, no matter who we are, are filled...
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It All Seems Bleak (Need Advice)
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I don't really know where to dump all this but this may be a rather long blog simply because...
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Bad Night and Morning
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This morning has not been the best of mornings for me. The dog woke me up at 3 a.m....
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Removal
lostsmiles, , Depression, Child, Depression, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 0
i have realized that sometimes its best that God removes people from our lives. the people who i used...
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So many questions
SecretLifeOfNAME, , Depression, Personality Disorder, 1
I am still completely appauled by all the things my mom told me the other day. I just have...
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Satisfied with the course of your life?
ucfdarkknight, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Questions, Relationships, 1
Satisfied with the course of your life ? If I were to answer that question now I would be...
Hey i actually cried reading this as i feel exactly the same:/ i know its a stretch and i don’t know if you want to speak to anyone but i am here if you ever want to speak! please don’t feel alone as i feel the same and i’m realizing now i’m not! please talk to me if you need to xx