i tell myself that it’s ok not to be ok but is it really ok to not be ok but u still say u r fine i’m lost and i do not think i will ever be fond i’m mean it’s getting really hard to even just get out of bed like i just can’t move i feel like i’m drowning in my now darkness it’s as if i’m in a cage but i put myself in it cuz maybe i would not get hurt any more but thats not true so i ask myself every day why am i still in the cage is it cuz i just can’t leave no it’s cuz i’m still to scared cuz thats how i am i’m scared of every thing every night and day i wonder why i’m even still alive cuz i do not deserve but i still am but like why.
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Meant for more than monotony
Vividnightmare, , Depression, Relationships, 0
Never WholeI live every day as if it's copy from yesterdayIt's strange how we exsist but never liveI hear whispers...
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Welcome to my World
AphroditesAgony, , Depression, Anxiety, Autism, Career, Child, Depression, Obesity, OCD, Parenting, Questions, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, 2
Hi my name is Lora andi will be 30 this year. I have mental health issues. To list them...
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Your blues ain’t like my blues, and why would they be?
tangerinefish, , Depression, Child, Grief, Obesity, 0
Ever since I was a very young child I started to feel insignificant. I started thinking, usually late at...
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An epiphany
PrincessBooballaPuke, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Career, Depression, Grief, Medication, Psychosis, PTSD, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 0
I think I’ve figured out why I am so uncomfortable being comfortable. For a while it seemed that every...
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Assisted plunge
weakerthanilook, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, Grief, Questions, Therapist, 0
Well, after I got up today and started getting ready for another night shift the wife called. She was...
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“Holding back the fool, again”
thebadkitty, , Depression, Addiction, Bipolar, Depression, Suicide, 1
I feel so nuts, sometimes. I just want to jump out of my skin. I don’t know what’s going...
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My therapy
Tryingtochange, , Depression, Child, Domestic Abuse, Relationships, Therapy, 2
So apparently this is my decided upon therapy for now. I've often said that if you say something out...
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Happy 2013!
LonelyFemaleForever, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Religion, 3
It has been a while since I have been active or productive (in the case I have ever...
I hear you, it must be incredibly hard to have those feelings. Please remember you are not alone and have many people that are here for you. There are a myriad of resources available to help connect you with people that can help you with these feelings you are experiencing. Posting here on The Tribe was so brave. Please know you are loved and valued.