so yesterday i had a emotional breakdown to the point were the cops had to come to my house.im scared and tired of feeling this way,i just wanna go to sleep for good.i'm tired of people pointing out things i do and not lettting me live my life.i have so much anger inside that i take it out on myself.my famliy makes me sick to the point were i wanna run away.me and my mom constantly fight she puts her bf before me it feels like it .she makes me feel like shit,and when im hurting inside she doesn't care she just messes with me which leaves to fights.my mom doesn't tell the whole story she leaves parts out to make me sound like the bad one.i bet my family doesn't even know i tear my hair out ,and cry everytime i go to sleep.people say im a brat but really im not im hurting inside and they don't even realize.i told my friends whoo i thought were my friends and all i got was a stare an nothing else,but when it comes to my friends and family gtting hurt they come to me.what about my problems all i get is a damn stare.today i asked if i can live somewere else and guess what my mom said alexia shut up nobodys gonna take you in.way to make me feel mom thanks i feel so much better when reallly all i wanna say is fuck you.i rather live in a mental hospital then live on earth better yet i rather go staright to hell an be there cause it seems like im already in it .one day something realll bad gonna happen to me and people are just not going to care i can see it now smh thanks i hope you know i cutted again after i promised i wouldn't :/