The last time I wrote anything or visited this site was 2018. It’s not like my life got any better, the reason I’ve been away. My life just became more cluttered. I have definitely been in a battle of emotions. I am down more than I am up. I feel hopeless everyday pretty much. I don’t know how I’ve made it this far, feeling the way I do. Somedays can be ok, but the feeling never last. Since I last wrote, I’d became my Moms caretaker. She had Dementia, and she passed this year….Covid. I don’t know where I’m going in this life. I’m also close to being homeless….Again. I do work full time, I have no kids of my own. However, I take care pretty much my sisters kids and also my sister. Nothing in my life pretty much has been for myself. I am drained, mentally and physically.
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A new beginning
balloongirl, , Depression, Anger, Career, Depression, Relationships, Suicide, 0
So today is a new day….ive set up a account on here to try and blog my feelings, thoughts...
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Can''t think of one
sadjac, , Depression, Medication, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, Weight Loss, 0
So I’m here. Not unexpected really. I didn’t go to school again. I can’t bring myself to go to...
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Is it me?
Anon321, , Depression, Child, Depression, Infidelity, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 1
Well, this isn't really about depression. But I don't use any other forums so have nowhere else to release/ask....
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A defining moment
Crimson_Dynamo, , Depression, Addiction, Depression, Grief, Medication, Psychosis, Questions, Therapy, 1
Life comes with defining moments, things that stick clearly in our minds that we use as markers along the...
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Ode to the One Ring
sammy07, , Depression, Anger, 1
I just joined this site…I think I just did it so I could say things that are on my...
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A.m.
thebadkitty, , Depression, Domestic Abuse, Grief, Religion, 0
I just inadvertantly deleted a rather large entry, and honestly, I just don’t have time to recreate the damn...
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Quicksand
brokenfairy_38, , Depression, Anxiety, Child, Depression, 1
My fragile mind seeps with groanings as my soul comes in carroling in with it’s own moanings. While the...
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Just Another Fish
KnockedDown, , Depression, Anxiety, Depression, Grief, Relationships, Religion, Social Anxiety, Therapy, Weight Loss, 3
Trying to find a reason to make myself believe my life has meaning. I am perhaps having some sort...