THE WELL

AS I OPEN MY EYES DARKNESS ENGULFS ME LIKE A MOTHERS WOMB AND JUST LIKE THE CHILD WITHIN…THIS IS MY WORLD; NOTHING ELSE EXISTS.

MANIC DEPRESSION? WHAT IS THAT? FOR WHICH OF US CAN STAND OUTSIDE OF OUR WORLD,LOOK IN, AND JUDGE ANOTHERS… REALISTICLY?

I THINK OF A DREAM I HAD ONCE. I HAD FALLEN INTO A WELLAND THE CREVICES IN THE ROCK WERE ABLE TO GIVE ME FOOTHOLD. I WOULD GRADUALLY CLIMB MY WAY UP THE SLIMY GREEN SIDE. MY FINGERS BLEEDING, FROM THEIR NAILS BEING TORN, THUS CAUSING THE WALLS ON WHICH I CLIMBTO BE EVEN MORE SLICK. FINALLY, AFTER LONG HOURS OF WHAT SEEMED LIKE FUTILE CLIMBING, I FEEL THE SUNSHINE HIT MY FACE. JUST ITS WARMTH CAUSES MY HEART TO SOAR AND MY SPIRIT TO RISE, THEN SUDDENLY; WITH NO WARNING AS TO MY FAULT … I FELL BACK INTO THE MOUTH OF THE HUNGRY ABYSS. THE DARKNESS REACHES OUT TO ME, WELCOMING ME HOME …AS THE LAUGHTER OF THE WALLS ECHO IN MY MIND.

THE RESIDENTS OF SMILEY FACELAND; WONDER WHY THOSE SUCH AS I CANT LIFT THEMSELVES UP …GRAB THEIR ANKLES AND JUST BE HAPPY. THAT WOULD BE LIKE CLOSING MY EYES AND EVERYTHING BAD IN THE WORLD WILL GO AWAY; SOUNDS FUNNY AT THAT, DOESNT IT?

EXPERTS MAY SAY, ” IGNORANCE IS BLISS. ” I HAVE A QUESTION FOR THEM…HOW CAN ONE BECOME AN EXPERT ON SOMETHING THEY HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED? TO ME IT WOULD BE AN EXPERT ON SOMETHING FOR WHICH THERE IS NO KNOWN CURE, TRY ALL NEWW REMEDIES AND MEDICINES AND IF THEY FAIL; WHO CAN BLAME THEM? BLIND SHEEP WILL BE LED TO SLAUGHTER AND MORE WILL FOLLOW. WHAT?? MY MEANING IS, TRY AS YOU WILL, FAIL YOU MAY, THERE SHALL BE OTHER PATIENTS ANOTHER DAY.

STILL, DWELLERS OF THE WELL, GO THROUGH HELL … AS WE SEEK THE LIGHT OF DAY. A RAY OF SUNSHINE IN OUR DAY MEANS HOPE, OFTEN FUTILE HOPE, BUT HOPE JUST THE SAME. WE PRAY THAT ONE DAY … SOMEHOW… WE SHALL BE AMONG THE DWELLERS OF SMILEY FACELAND.

MRK4NA

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