Am i what? Am i lost, Am i ok, Am i sure. All these questions just popped in ones head after a hectic time through a relationship consisted of infidelity to the point where it didn’t feel like a relationship again. time has been spent or otherwise it could be said that it was wasted for what have been included in those time now seems to be lies and only proves that someone was use to the better advantage of someone else. And so it goes out with the curiousity and all to the point of research and finding adequate sources to conclude the information which now makes one feels like an idiot. How was that not seen? How can one be so dumb? whats the next move forward?

strategies has began to get in place, ignoring and holding off which seems too be the best one but theres the guilt that hold you behind because even though the motive of yours seems correct you think its unfair to the other person but why? Because that is the same person that doesnt care much for you but only uses you for their peronal gain.