I cant imagine myself being trans, maybe gender-fluid?, but the older I’ve gotten the more it gnaws at the back of my mind. I’ve suppressed these feelings for so long, that I’m not quite sure exactly what they are or what they mean to me. It got to the point I could no longer stay silent about it to the closest people around, so I told my wife and my best friend, and have been sorting through and dealing with them.
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Stupid Thoughts
Mathislife@1, , Anxiety, Depression, LGBT, Anxiety, Relationships, 0
So I just feel really stupid right now. Stupid, mad and upset really. There is this guy that I...
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i’m going through an identity crisis
weightlessgirl2019, , LGBT, Teens, Parenting, 0
hi! so like the title says, i’m going through an identity crisis. I have this image of the person...
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Hewo
MUSIClub101, , LGBT, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Relationships, Therapy, 0
Okay… so hi, Jason back here… been 8 months since my last blog and that was about me coming...
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Stressed. Enough Said
PiscesBS, , Anxiety, Depression, LGBT, Anger, Depression, Relationships, 0
Since I’ve been gone, it’s been a helluvah ride. I became depressed and started acting out (badly). Tried to...
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My Story
skylarrose979, , LGBT, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, Relationships, Religion, Sex Therapy, 1
My name is Skylar Rose. I am a transwoman. my story starts at the age of 10 years old....
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My whole world is crumbling around me
SH2004, , Anxiety, Depression, LGBT, Teens, Uncategorized, Anxiety, Career, Eating Disorder, Stress, 1
I feel like my whole world is crumbling around me and there is nothing I can do to make...
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Who am I?
Infinity-Pigeons, , LGBT, Teens, Anxiety, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, 0
I often get judged by my outward appearance, and I hate it. Just because I look female does not...
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doubting the orientation..help pls
confusoul, , LGBT, Domestic Abuse, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Sexual Abuse, 2
hi …i’m a 23 year old girl.was never in a relationship with anyone. i come from a very strict...
Hey Link, It is comforting to me to know that I am not the only one dealing with these sort of feelings! Don’t give up hope okay? There are so many of us out here, trying to find the courage to finally expose to the world, “Who we feel we are on the inside” Sending you a hug, a smile, some peace, prayers and love – Iris
Hey Link, I guess we are kind of different in some fundamental ways…. when I look up information on “Cross dressing” , looking at clothes, reading blogs, these quests of curiosity… I get excited. tbh, Looking for women’s clothing for me to wear is actually one of those things that I routinely experience as arousing. (blush)
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It is a relief to know that I am not the only one going through these feelings!
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Then again, I am approaching these through the eyes of a teen who has barely started gong through puberty. Even if I have known internally that I have “been different” for years. It was not until just a few years ago that I learned the vocabulary to accurately express how I have been feeling..
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I am looking for other Trans people that are going through similar experiences and reading what they have been thinking about… I am thankful that there are people out there who have already gone through these steps, are honest about their feelings and courageous enough to share them.
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Sending you some of my love, a hug and a smile – Iris
Hello again
I also have feelings of perversion when i do certain things but most othher times i feel relaxed and comfortable. This very troubling for me because it only adds to my confusion. If i always felt the comfortt when i dress feminine and never had thise moments of shame it would be easier for me. I am trying to spend more time dressed and in a feminine mindset. My attempt to push the issue but eventually something happens and i feel disgust. A couple of weeks ago i was out on my front deck refilling a bird feeder. I was wearing a bodycon tank dress and heels. While i was out there reaching up to get the feeder i turned and saw my neighbor sitting in his car. He was across the street and it is pretty far away but i ghink he saw me. Three times now he has made bad jokes about something trans related and it makes me feel very azhamed. If thiz is the true me i shouldnt have thise feelings. I wish i coulld get away from here and just start over
I live in a rural area and I can relate wanting to move somewhere and start over. I’d like to go to a progressive city where I am just one of the fish in an ocean of diversity.