*sigh*

Another day. Just feel crazy OCD this morning.  I had a very trying evening last night with my SO. I didn't get a hug or kiss or a how was your day.  I got griped at about many number of things basically boiling down to what a horrible wife and person I am.  Apparently its because all I had in the house to drink was milk and water and Kool Aid. No soda… ok well he is the only one that drinks it. I ususally have it for him but there was only one left last night which was apparently not enough. I guess the fact that I so behind on laundry because every weekend since Oct 1st we have been gone (hunting, family stuff) So I should have been keeping up with it while I work 9 hours a day (not including 2 hours of commuting) and make dinner the second I walk in the door and serve him when he gets home and sits on his butt. I am constantly cleaning mostly his messes.  The kids are incredibly much cleaner than he is. Also the fact that I didnt remember to plug in his dehydrator yesterday morning because I was worried about getting to work on time with the snow storm we were having. 

Please… tell me if I am being petty but this is everyday. I work just as hard as he does and I take care of the kids and all there activities, plus the house as much as I can.  I am so exhausted by 8 that I CANT sleep.  If I do doze off because my body gives up I get yelled at for taking a quick snooze.

After that I dont sleep because I am so anxious about making sure I keep the peace that my mind wont shut off long enough for me to get some rest.

I guess I am done complaining. Sorry to have taken up an entire blog on it but I am so frustrated.

I hope ya'll have a better day. 🙂

Stone