Firstly for what i am about to write i dont mean to offend anyone….i just feel i have to get this off my chest…

Remember the guy from the garage that text me and asked me out, well i went out with him once as anyone who read my blog about that will know, i didnt really feel a click with him so i wasnt sure if id go out wiht him again., He had beent texting me ever since asking me out again etc but i kept refusing and making excuses…which werent just excuses cos i really was working or whatever. Anywya i met up wiht my friend last night who i hadnt seen in a while so we were playing catch up and i ended up telling him the story of the guy asking me out and it turns out that the guy is my friends cousin!!!! II couldnt believe it when he told me he had a girlfriend and had just been away on holiday with her a month or 2 before! What a slimebag! He kept texting me telling me how much he liked me and all this other bullshit when all the while he had a girlfriend… Im glad i didnt realy like him anyway becuase i would have been hurt probably but i am just s pissed off…every man i seem to met bar one or 2 all do things like this, i find it so disgusting. I mean if ur in a realtionship and u start to feel u want to be with other people then obviously thimgs are going wrong and u should just break up instead of staying together and trying to get a bit on the side….. I am so pissed of that he had the cheek to do this. And then when  i text him and said 'why are u trying to go out with me when u have a girlfriend? he actually denied it! Then i wrote back and told him to stop insulting my intelligence he relpied and said 'ha, ok i admit it, you caught me, so who told u?' I was going mad by this stage and we texted back and forth with me telling him what an ass hole he was and exactley what i thought of him.He was so brazen. Then today he texted me and stated asking me not to tell his girlfrined. I was replying with all sort of good, smart comments while he wass telling me 'i know i shouldnt of done it, i want to get things back to the way they were with us, were going through a bad patch, id appriciate if u didnt tell her – i dont want to break her heart , let me hav the chance to work it out with her!!!' and to that i just said 'dont u dare try guilt trip me, its funny hoow ur feeling all tis sympathy for her now isnt it?u would have gone on seeing me if u had half the chance only u actualy bored me to tears and i wouldnt have gone out wit u again if id been paid,but stil that didnt stop u texting me every waking minute of the day an night' etc etc. And after that text he stil had the cheek to write back and say ' so are u going to do that for me or what?'

Like oh my fucking GOD is there no decent men out ther at all or are they all just horny little pigs willing to walk all over anyone who puts the slightest bit of trust in them and have sex wit anything going!??? Its his girlfriedn i feel sorry for, she is meant to be a really nice girl who loves him and i know whats its like to love some one and think they love u but there actually cheating on u so i really feel like i should tell her and thats not out of spite or to get back at him cos i really couldnt give a shit about him,i didnt want to see him again anyway but this girl deserves better than that cheating, slimey worthless piece of shit in her life and i feel she deserves to know…..

I honestly dont think il ever find a man i can trust, that will treat me with the respect,love, trust,compassion, faithfulness and affecction every girl deserves….then again im starting to question wheather such a man even exists anymore??what a depressing thought.